Thunder only happens when it rains
April 25, 2011
I’m on a big sugar low. Fasting isn’t for me. Oddly enough I’m not that hungry, I’m just tired. Its not a sleepy tired, more a deeper tiredness. I just feel fed up.
I’ve spent my holiday working two different jobs, and revising. Ive seen just one of my friends. Once. Spending the rest of my time working out how much money I need, trying to make it seem possible to achieve, and helping my Brother to revise. Which is as equally frustrating as my lack of cash. He just doesn’t comprehend the amount of work he has to put in, or how much everyone else is making it as easy as possible for him to do it. That everyone constantly makes an effort to not make him feel bad about not getting the grades he should just doesn’t seem to register. He gets the perks of working hard in order to encourage him, not as the reward it should be.
After a while, how easy he gets it becomes insulting.
I’m just tired of jumping through hoops.
